Idk. I guess I wanted to make you out as the bad guy. I wanted to stop you before you hurted me cuz I deluded myself into looking over your flaws. But they weren’t flaws. They were genuine. You are the nice guy, and I played the bitch this time. I’m sorry.
I didn’t want to be hurt again like before. Before I knew the others were bad, and I just tried to make them good. I didn’t know if you actually tried to hide the bad or if it was true. You really are the good kind. I really hope I don’t mess things iup anymore……if there even is a thing still here
Sometimes I forget how much of a kid I am.
So that boy.from before. Just found out he slept with another girl less then a month ago…….
And here I was ignoring other people existed cuz he was just enough for me….. Guess it doesn’t go both ways.
Now I’m at his house feeling distgusted cuz he didn’t even tell me himself I went through his phone because something felt off.
Now I wish I hadn’t. And I can’t leave cuz he drove me here. I’m stuck until he wakes up.
Get me outta here. I feel my skin crawling in emotions that I can’t identify. I just know that I want to leave
Stages of Deterioration in the Human Body
The Moment Of Death:
1. The heart stops.
2. The skin gets tight and ashen in color.
3. All the muscles relax.
4. The bladder and bowels empty.
5. The body temperature begins to drop 1 1/2 degrees Fahrenheit per hour.
After 30 minutes:
6. The skin gets purple and waxy.
7. The lips, fingernails, and toenails fade to a pale color.
8. Blood pools at the bottom of the body.
9. The hands and feet turn blue.
10. The eyes sink into the skull.
After 4 hours:
11. Rigor mortis has set in.
12. The purpling of the skin and the pooling of the blood continue.
13. Rigor continues to tighten muscles for another 24 hours or so.
After 12 hours:
14. The body is in full rigor mortis.
After 24 hours:
15. The body is now the temperature of the surrounding environment.
16. In males, the semen dies.
17. The head and neck are now a greenish-blue color.
18. The greenish-blue color spreads to the rest of the body.
19. There is a pervasive smell of rotting meat.
After 3 days:
20. The gas in the body tissues forms large blisters on the skin.
21. The whole body begins to bloat and swell grotesquely.
22. Fluids leak from the mouth, nose, vagina, and rectum.
After 3 weeks:
23. The skin, hair, and nails are so loose they can easily be pulled off the corpse.
24. The skin bursts open on many places on the body.
25. Decomposition will continue until the body is nothing but skelital remains, a process that can take a month or so in hot climates, and two months or more in cold climates.This is actually pretty interesting.
Important for writers…helps avoid either walking in and knowing someone died moments ago “from the smell” (unless that smell is piss and shit), or finding someone dead for a week that “looks like they’re sleeping.”
Reblogging for reference.
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I think I’ve lost another one. am I that boring that guys don’t want me.maybe I’m just too clingy.maybe I’m just too ugly. Either way it feels like I’m losing him, the same way I lost the one before.
